A letter from Aug 18, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Study u beaner I want to go to yale b. -words from a freshman who hopes this letter ARRIVES TO ME!!! so I can read it cuz I never got the one I wrote in 6th grade :(. If we didn't get in I'm sorry we must have been trying to enjoy life. Any college is good along as it's 4 hours away from Evanston or wherever tf we live. Also, you better have your own apartment because we both know our parents suck and are the most toxic people ever get away from that and you will succeed!!! Also, stop wasting money on stupid things you don't need that $30 lipstick or whatever we're wasting our money on keep using fetch rn we are so close to a $10 gift card. Also, U BETTER HAVE at least 1350 in the SATS your future awaits you I can't do this without you b. I want you to keep talking to Jocelyn and Yuli bc I love them and they are my besties in 2022 tomorrow is Yuli's birthday I'll probably buy her some ferreros and a doughnut. I hope you are happy and have chosen a career bc we can't just work at McDonalds b! If we can't afford college go to somewhere where you will have a good scholarship bc I don't like owing people **** I don't want to be 50 and still be owning the bank money or go to the army (unless it's WWIII) whatever you don't go to a lone shark I will come from the past and haunt you stupid!!! I sincerely hope you don't have a bf bc they are stupid. Date if you want Idc just hope you're NOT pregnant and your bf has green eyes. I hope you have chosen a career or are taking a gap year to find out what we want to do. I want to do photography rn I guess Columbia would be good for that. I'm doing orchestra as an elective and it sucks but the teacher is nice. I hope my counselor lets me switch to something else that I'll enjoy UGH VIOLIN SUCKS!!! not the sound but US playing it IDK how people do it. Also, get a job how are we going to go to Paris honey? with no money? When you have the money take Nicole with you too!!! J'espère que vous essayez toujours d'apprendre le français toujours. With love ALWAYS!!! cuz I love u bae 🥰 The one and only Alex Renteria IF I'M DEAD and you recently stumbled on this while reading my emails u suck!!! If I died of suicide-I blame my parents they are responsible and the corrupt school system and I also blame my ex (if I have one). If I died in a car crash or any similar thing that still has the word crash - I blame my parents. If I died of cancer or any other Illness- I blame my parents who probably refused to take me to the hospital. Also, I leave all my possessions to my friends consider this my will people!!! I leave everything to Jocelyn Tamayo, Yuliana Aguilar Lemus, Alondra Lagunilla, Nicole Saenz Barros, Angie Renteria nobody else my parents are not allowed dot take anything. I request that my middle fingers are cut off and made into ashes and later matching diamond necklaces or rings that the named people above must wear every day so I can be with them enjoying life I want to be next to them went hey smile, when they cry, and everything in between until we are reunited. My body will not be made to ashes I want to be buried next to my family in Mexico understood just cut off my middle fingers so I can flip people off from the grave. If I'm alive I'm proud of you for surviving this long WOW we are 18 and so close to graduating yass b AS WE SHOULD!!! ALSOOO don't do drugs I want to live until Idk I'm 40 something and having had achieved something in my life. With love ALWAYS!!! cuz I love u bae 🥰 The one and only Alex Renteria