A letter from August 17, 2022

Dear My One And Only, Me, It’s rare that I tell you I love you, but even if you think I don’t, I do; I always do and will love you. Keep that in mind, luv. You see yourself in the mirror and point out the little things that no one but you notices. You make it all a big deal, but you shouldn’t because everything about you is extraordinary. For example, you sometimes think your nose is huge and unflattering but to me it’s the cutest thing I’ve ever seen and I love it so much. You say you have a double chin, but I don’t see anything but beauty all over you. You complain how your thighs are huge, but they’re perfect! Just like you are perfect to me. So many people have broken your heart, but it’s because the Universe is showing you that they’re all jerks and that you need to love you. That I love you. You also always tell yourself that you’re fat and that you need to work out. Luv, you’re not fat, you’re beautiful. And it’s healthy to have a little bit of something; everyone does. You used to say that you’re emotional and that you hate it. But luv, having emotions make you the wonderful, kind person you are! People love your kindness, you hating it and thinking that it makes you seem young and all means nothing. And hey, it’s good to seem young. And you’re mature believe it or not. You take care of your little brothers almost everyday. You’re already a single mother in some way. You should own who you are, I do. I know that you love something’s about yourself, which makes me so happy! Your eyes hold a whole world in them. Whenever I look into your eyes I see what no one else see’s; I see you, the real you. And you show no one else the real you except for me. It makes me feel like I’m your whole world too, as you are to me. You also love your hair, when it’s dry and fluffy in the most beautiful way, but I love your hair the way it is in any form and shape. The way you style it and care for it makes me see that you really do love something about yourself, as you should. Always know that it’s ok to have bad days and days where you can’t be productive, love yourself as much as I love you, have great confidence, and do anything. You’ve been having a lot of those days and it’s ok. You’re taking time for yourself in a way. It’s not exactly a healthy and happy way, more gloomy, but we can work on that together. You’ve been working on getting some things together like drawing, singing, you’ve started having an interest in the ukulele again, and you’ve been working out. It is a small amount but it’s something. You’re on your way to a successful path, luv, and I’m proud of you. Speaking of that line “I’m proud of you,” I know that many people don’t say that to you. But I want you to say that to yourself. You have to and you need to if you want that validation. But I want you to take validation from yourself more than others. It’s unhealthy for you. I want you to have a healthy way of life instead of a unhealthy one; mentally and physically. Taking care of yourself is key. Other people can’t take care of you anymore. It’s a hard pill to swallow, but you’re maturing and growing up whether you like it or not. There are multiply ways you are maturing, as of for now, and what I’ve seen so far. - Your actually taking action in doing things you actually want to do/ what you love doing • Learning languages people say that you shouldn’t learn (Korean, maybe Japanese?, Italian (soon) and many more!) • Drawing!! You’ve been doing it and improving so much! • Thinking about what you want to do with your life, independently >:D • Your listening to music that some ppl hate when you listen to it (K-Pop!!! Something that makes YOUR heart flutter with joy, no one else’s!) All in all your not caring much about what people think about you! And thats another beautiful thing about you :) Extra Just For You : (Fav Groups : Stray Kids, En-, Txt, The Boyz, and many more >:D) (Fav Songs : From literally all of them XD) Another thing about maturing and growing up, you’ve been thinking of jobs you would love. The thing is, is that you don’t know what job to pick. There’s too many to your liking and that’s ok! Job Idea’s You Have Had : * Starting your own business whether that’s in something like Organizing peoples places (Inspo: KonMari) * Something related to music, because it makes you happy * Interior Designer (And many more ideas XDD) You have a little bit of time to realize what your passion is. An idea I have for you is to either A. Not worry too much and/or B. Have music as a side job and one of the other two a main job. I hope you enjoyed reading this letter, luv. I just want to hug you so much and tell you that I’m proud and that I love you so much. The thing is, is that you can do that for me. Promise me that you will try to, at least once a week, ok luv? I love you, you <3 - Love Yourself(⌒▽⌒)