A letter from Aug 11, 2022

Dear FutureMe, You’re still alive? Wow. You made it. You didn’t give up. And hopefully you applied all the concepts you spent all that time ruminating on to your real life and now living g the life you always wanted. The one where you meet the person who loves and accepts you unconditionally and chooses you every morning. You guys have enough money to travel and live full happy lives. You figured this **** out. Because you held out and stayed down. Congrats for not committing suicide back then. Anthony is proud of you. Hopefully the person reading this letter is the person I think it is. You deserve every good thing that has happened for you. You ARE blessed. and you alive!!!!!! You’re here!!! I’m so proud of you. Remember when you thought wouldn’t make it to see these days? It’s okay to cry. I know you never stopped being emotional. It’s our thing lol. Tell your mama thank you for holding your grown spoiled *** down. And forgive her completely if you haven’t already. Also,do you still go by Solo? What’s your name? Say it aloud right here. Thanks lol. I hope you’re happy now. I PRAY you are tbh. I hope your life is filled with lightness,happiness and real love. If you’re still working on it, dont quit. You’re doing great. I love you. I’m rooting for you back here in the past!! Just be happy. Be kinder each day. And do your best to lead with love. The rest will fall into place. You could’ve given up a long time ago. MINUS well keep going lol hopefully you gv up cigarettes and the hard stuff. You never needed that **** and I pray that I am right. Hopefully our vanity trumped the need for substances. Being pretty was always our strong point lol you deserve the worlds best love and the world. Whatever that meant for us and we grew and evolved. I hope you got it.