A letter from Aug 10, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Its my 3rd day and 4th night living independently, alone in my dorm. Can you imagine I'm already a freshmen in college, I never thought that I would make it. But thru Gods grace help I'm able to achieved it. Despite of all the blooms in my life I didn't expect that this is SOO HARD, living alone is all good to me but taking nursing course is freaking me out, earlier is our first Anatomy lecture and I wasn't expecting that everyone is so intelligent I feel like I'm to dumb to this course. I'm crying, doubting, thinking about giving up... it's 8:45 pm and I should probably studying but I don't have energy, I don't even know if I will love this journey. BioChem is difficult, anatomy is difficult, it's so funny how I thought I'm capable of this course. Myghad I feel so burnout even tho it's just one lecture and many more to go. GOD can I do this? Did I choose the right decision? Oh Lord Guide Me :( So far being alone living in my dorm is fine it just that about my course. If ever you're reading this I hope to God you passed 1st year nursing and 2nd year. I dream to be a Deans lister, I hope you do Mar, honestly my expectation is so high to you so I hope you did you're best. Keep lifting in life mylove :) - 1st year student Bachelor of Science in Nursing M.T, 18 yo I trust you, and I'm proud always remember that.