A letter from Aug 09, 2022

Dear FutureMe, hey queeennnn, its august 9 6 days before my last first day. I cant ******* wait to graduate I hate everyone in this ***** LMAO. **** a high school reunion that shi ***. whoever tf said high school is ur best years ******* lied. I quit tropical smoothie like a month ago already. I low-key miss it bc I had sum to do. all I do all day is stay at home and b on my phone. but I kinds needed that break after grinding for 6 months straight. Cesar and I have been going strong, hopefully when I see this later I still talk to him. if I don't ik imma be heart broken asf. we r so alike same sense of humor same interests kind of and just get each other. I became so comfortable with him its crazy. like I tell him normal things I would usually be embarrassed to talk about with another guy. he truly is something different. my mom doesn't approve of him as of now bc hes jus 'sum stranger on the internet' I mean hey that is tru but I connect with him so much. I feel so ******* mature and old as of now. I've been amazing with my mental health compared to the past, ik im jus going to become stronger and stronger. I've been counting down the ******* days til im 18. mom been tweaking hella hard. jocelyn is leaving august 18 for college. I am absolutely devastated. our whole group me, Pancho, Matthew, Jocelyn wont get together every Monday and drink. we cant stay in matthews bed and talk shi. I am rly sad but ik I will get over it. I always do people come and go I have to always remember. sooo if im right I will be a sophomore in college. I mean shi who ******* knows I prolly wont even go to college bc im stuck between the decisions. I hope gussy, k dizzle, calico, beaver, and Olaf are still good. I love those piggies to *****. im getting ******* emotional with this shi LMAO. but ik im on the right track, I know im going to be a successful powerful woman. I can ******* feel it in my blood. I jus gotta stop being sensitive LMAO. its been getting better ngl. I hope I got more friends dawg bc this lonely shi gets boring. idek if Stephanie still gonna b in my future bc she been pissing me off . always wit her mfing boyfriend cant maintain our relationship. shows who she cares more about. but I cant blame her she is immature and has less responsibilities than me. she hasn't gone thru the same shi as me so she's like hella immature for me. hey but one day she will learn and I will be there to tell her I ******* TOLD U SO *****. she never ******* listens to me she's so hardheaded. im so excited to seee this letter in 3 years bc ik imma forget about it and b like WTFFFF LMAO. last night we got ****** up at matthews house finished a whole vodka bottle and had sum pink Whitney. we were so drunk at Dave n busters fse. I have nothing else to say other than KEEP BEING A BOSS *** BTICH ***** POPPIN ONG.