A letter from Aug 09, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hi how are things, this year your eighteen I can’t believe it we’ve made it so far! ♡〜٩(^▿^)۶〜♡ I have a few question, first of all how are we? Have we finally figured ourselves out? Do we know what ********* we are? If yes and I’m homosexual have we told our family? Do we know what gender we identify with? Do we know what we want to do with our life? Have u found a person that means everything to you? How are you doing mentally, are you getting better? Do you still have many friends? (or any at all) Have you stopped pushing your friends away? Have you been checked for anxiety? (if yes and you do have anxiety I would love to say that I knew it) Can you finally express how you feel towards people? Do we still care what people and our family think about us? Did you get your dream haircut and bedroom? Have you gotten better at skateboarding? Do you go to the gym and do boxing like we want to? Ok that’s all the questions I had now id like to tell you what’s going on right now I haven’t figured out my ********* yet I feel like I’m bisexual but then I don’t myself I just don’t know I haven’t figured out my gender either, it’s like I don’t feel like a girl or a boy it’s sooo confusing I recently got a haircut and i don’t know what to think of it, like I like it but it isn’t really me, I’m to scared to get the haircut I want cause i don’t know what my mom will think of it I still haven’t gotten the cloths / style I want, but I think I’ve finally realised what style I like I recently changed my room and I want to change it again but I think I’ll wait and buy some cloths I like first I haven’t been able to skateboard in a while since we are in Mexico but I still think I did quite a bit of progress My best friends currently are Jessica,Ella,Helena,Caela,Frida,Roisin and Emily Hope I’m having and amazing birthday and that even tho I might be struggling I hope we can get through it and live how we want to live