A letter from Aug 04, 2022

Dear FutureMe, OMG GUESS WHAT. You are sitting at LAX waiting for your flight to Barcelona, wtf. I wonder how long we'll be there for, I'm filled with so many freaking emotions, am I excited, I'm sad, I'm scared, I'm annoyed, I'm incredulous mostly. Separation from my family has been difficult, I feel like after the pandemic and losing Nany we're all kind of at this super sensitive spot and I think it was hard on my dad. I hope that it starts feeling normal soon and that they can get over it and go visit me for a while, I kinda want to be there, but I wish I could take them with me. I'm also currently trying to be better at work, setting up my LLC, getting a business account, trying to do the work. I think I need to be a little bit more rigid with myself for the first few months of it, so I can start trying to get more work and become more efficient and smarter. Write a children's book, do yoga, lose weight, gain strength, just be perfect I guess... Easy I hope you're happy. I hope you're healthy.