A letter from Aug 01, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Life felt so weird i wonder if things would change after three years.You should be 16 by now.****. Remember you started boxing around the end of 2022?Hope u didnt quit. Did u get a championship? I mean if ur still living in Saudi Arabia which I think u wouldn't. Im having a whole identity crisis. I think I'm ***. Do u think ur still ***? Do u have a gf? Maybe a bf? The thought of this topic makes me wish I was never born I'm so ******* confused and I feel like a sinner. Wait remember the girl u liked from school ? 7th grade ?You still talk to her ?I don't think so Are you okay? I know u would cringe so hard at this and I know i looked ******* awful. I'm sorry. Take care of yourself don't repeat this whole cycle all over. I wish I'm a prettier person after three years and a more loved person. I hope I'm gonna fimd someone that actually loves me by then. I think I wouldn't. Stay strong tho . If ur in a relationship be sure it's not toxic for God's sake. And don't get into situationships EVER AGAIN.! GOD**** I AM STUPID. Wait what if u don't even exist an dur dead be that time ? Plz don't be