A letter from Jul 30, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, How have you been lately? Are you feeling happy? Sad? Anxious? Angry? Empty? (i hope not because i don't want you to feel numb again). Are you finally reviewing for board exam? If yes, I'm wishing you all the best with God's grace, by God's grace! You're now on your last step, don't be discouraged, don't doubt yourself. You've come this far and I know how frightening it is, kasi s'yempre ayan na yung moment of truth kung magiging RN ka ba. Just study hard, and smart. Believe that you can and you will, okay? I'm always proud of you and of what you're becoming 💗 And tell me, may sumira na ba sa plano natin na walang balak magboyfriend? Ang lakas naman n'ya kung gano'n at napapayag ka HAHAHAHAHAHA. If meron nga, I hope you're not scared to experience it. I hope there's no backing out. Fighter ka di ba? Have you also been into places alone? I know how much you're craving for that day to come. I know you want to experience the world by yourself, see God's creation with your own eyes, involve yourself to other culture because you always think it's wonderful. And if di mo pa mae-experience, I know you will. Oh and btw, alam mo na ba kung saan ka muna magtatrabaho? Then anong country after mo makakuha ng experience? Don't forget na tignan yung tax ng country ha. Ayun lang, tell me more about your life! <3 God Bless you more and more, ingat Nurse!

Epilogue

about 2 years later

I thought I never received a letter from you, nakalimutan ko lang palang tignan ang inbox dito.

Hi, a lot happened. Yes, we’re already a Registered Nurse. We made it...

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Eben dfreetnif ti ew lnag ayre ihts !it we ap ot dmea to and mt ryleaad tub hinid ltsli nga ep!ascl mdae ,sye weve’ sgaa-mi. Rvrie sdei tkiapni rvee rou( irtp ruo htiw hiikng atiranad for to toherm isrft t)nun!oiam. Btu eactedr rsokw i ti het nwok ,lnvehmgeoirw eht to of is rdol luoefrnwd on n’dit see ogd tpo aeyrll who het ivew it’s. Suhc went eetglbaca hcbae a lbtuuifea ot ew ni ladnsi tehn quoezn,. Ew dna anayn irtsrea and add dan saw htwi twne hoolb to a irgnid sirft ew tnhe mom hlatecooc !yna,i) etim lshil ruo( lpnea dan. Noaal emda lian,ds eenb man u,chrhc acanolby al,dsin dan ivigrn ceah,b laiabcasg ogapl,an glniotaf naursetrat ot weev’ tosfe,r. Lsoa nehtrao we ahev hike tm to tnew in. Nad iwth ueyny eros asgnaulikn. Tlo yare a rthse’e ihst fo rstifs. Ew arf aemd yse it hsit. .
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Eotcusdnm ee’wr aemx elxcn fro iefl adn ot lnnpiagn het rarenga slao. Hnikt deaylra mite t’is tobau i. .
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Me epho yeor’u nswiigh kcul ilslt. .

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