A letter from Jul 30, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, How have you been lately? Are you feeling happy? Sad? Anxious? Angry? Empty? (i hope not because i don't want you to feel numb again). Are you finally reviewing for board exam? If yes, I'm wishing you all the best with God's grace, by God's grace! You're now on your last step, don't be discouraged, don't doubt yourself. You've come this far and I know how frightening it is, kasi s'yempre ayan na yung moment of truth kung magiging RN ka ba. Just study hard, and smart. Believe that you can and you will, okay? I'm always proud of you and of what you're becoming 💗 And tell me, may sumira na ba sa plano natin na walang balak magboyfriend? Ang lakas naman n'ya kung gano'n at napapayag ka HAHAHAHAHAHA. If meron nga, I hope you're not scared to experience it. I hope there's no backing out. Fighter ka di ba? Have you also been into places alone? I know how much you're craving for that day to come. I know you want to experience the world by yourself, see God's creation with your own eyes, involve yourself to other culture because you always think it's wonderful. And if di mo pa mae-experience, I know you will. Oh and btw, alam mo na ba kung saan ka muna magtatrabaho? Then anong country after mo makakuha ng experience? Don't forget na tignan yung tax ng country ha. Ayun lang, tell me more about your life! <3 God Bless you more and more, ingat Nurse!

Epilogue

about 2 years later

I thought I never received a letter from you, nakalimutan ko lang palang tignan ang inbox dito.

Hi, a lot happened. Yes, we’re already a Registered Nurse. We made it...

Nowk afr os imngka yamn in iths ruo amnes htis our ogilsn but rbywno ppeelo i odg it itdnd’ sloa arf! dgncinliu ,iefl. Raeht otl a fo eakrbs 2502 has. Asw ftirs is i’st lola hten ti extn a,tyta ,nwbyor. Fo a oguthf nda etipastn thier ofr taltbign ihwt dck how tol ilef. Mees out ete’srh ot hwihc tlo eurgfi nad sbarerkteha sercpso ’ucltndo i fo strif to mnoetio a. Cna enmiiced ryzac ylearl lfedi me vedri. Gnddseei to estsusfrl nedied be its’. ’im ew we teh lecpa ayphp fndiesr gtihsi,hnd taht cdluo no yler fnuod ni tbu no rokw. .
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Tgo a ew es,y ryinfebod asol osfeulr nda. Eecsuba to eb h’se he ndeagma tno ehe,rwov jsut eon “s”lakmaa. He lehl aemdgna d’dint neve. Dna he i’nddt we ceteahd cbak og. ’htast im’ fo produ dan thaw tsmo. Si ot ttha we rnwog wath hwat sywlaa iiedscon we si eohosc vhae waht imfr ofrm hewn trhgi wokn wneeebt. Hard aws ti. Ew pveor in ’hes shi dtwnea ekma hiselmf itdnd’ dna we mih ot treebt, abkc but taht go mrsa. Mih e’sh to connat fi up a ew rocef stuj byo man. Aeryll it’s rtuuflh. Rvoe all i’m own sjut ladg ’tis. .
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Aery to aylarde !it s,ey alng tm !aseclp edma litls ap it ew’ve nag hsit we maas-gi to nieefdfrt neeb nhiid nda emda we ubt. Iwth orf ethmor ftirs itrp irrev trdnaiaa vere ot aitinpk ides our nutin)!oma hiknig ro(u. Aeyllr hleergw,novim hte see tdn’i fo teh olwneudfr rwoks woh no retaced it’s ot vwie gdo top it but kwno si ldro het i. Lnsdia ni to hetn wnte we cbeha cateabelg suhc en,zquo luietfuba a. Isllh a aws enth dan omm yanan tnwe we nlape u(or dna twhi eachcltoo )yina!, ot frsit dda digrin hbool we eitm risetar nda nad. Ansd,il nabacoly ,napoagl b,haec ndas,li sreoft, anm vee’w nlaao hu,ccrh aagliabsc vgiirn eneb ratuatenrs aedm gnatiofl nda ot. Ni rohetna twen tm to ihke eahv oasl ew. Dna nuaklinags roes uyyen with. A st’erhe yaer lto srtisf ihst of. Meda afr yes we ti htsi. .
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Hte ot ctdnmesou planginn rfo anarreg eamx adn xelcn slao lfei ’wree. Ylardea btaou i tkinh tmei i’ts. .
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Wgsniih ehpo sllti oyrue’ me cklu. .

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