A letter from Jul 30, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, How have you been lately? Are you feeling happy? Sad? Anxious? Angry? Empty? (i hope not because i don't want you to feel numb again). Are you finally reviewing for board exam? If yes, I'm wishing you all the best with God's grace, by God's grace! You're now on your last step, don't be discouraged, don't doubt yourself. You've come this far and I know how frightening it is, kasi s'yempre ayan na yung moment of truth kung magiging RN ka ba. Just study hard, and smart. Believe that you can and you will, okay? I'm always proud of you and of what you're becoming 💗 And tell me, may sumira na ba sa plano natin na walang balak magboyfriend? Ang lakas naman n'ya kung gano'n at napapayag ka HAHAHAHAHAHA. If meron nga, I hope you're not scared to experience it. I hope there's no backing out. Fighter ka di ba? Have you also been into places alone? I know how much you're craving for that day to come. I know you want to experience the world by yourself, see God's creation with your own eyes, involve yourself to other culture because you always think it's wonderful. And if di mo pa mae-experience, I know you will. Oh and btw, alam mo na ba kung saan ka muna magtatrabaho? Then anong country after mo makakuha ng experience? Don't forget na tignan yung tax ng country ha. Ayun lang, tell me more about your life! <3 God Bless you more and more, ingat Nurse!

Epilogue

about 2 years later

I thought I never received a letter from you, nakalimutan ko lang palang tignan ang inbox dito.

Hi, a lot happened. Yes, we’re already a Registered Nurse. We made it...

I nsaem afr dndit’ gkamni so ubt ni iths orwnby eloepp ti htis odg !rfa flie, our uidgnlcni alos uro snoigl wonk naym. Of skerba a tahre olt 2250 sha. Then is atat,y itrfs obny,wr ’tis ti lola netx aws. Nda aitntlgb rof dkc flei a ghofut tasntipe fo ithre tlo tihw hwo. Ot a ltu’dnoc otu guifre i hwcih emes ristf resh’et otl nad to of srepocs esthaerrakb etonmoi. Cna fdlei azyrc ylrael veidr mcniiede em. Ddneiesg dendei i’ts slssrufet be ot. Hte ew but cleap im’ rdnsife krwo fdoun lcdou ni on we lrey hniitdgh,s htta aypph no. .
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Sey, sloa brodyfnie we adn tgo a uelofsr. Eb to ont oehwrv,e jsut se’h mdeaagn eubacse he kma“”lsaa one. Dn’tdi veen he amdeagn ehll. Go ew he ’idtnd kcba nad htcadee. Fo t’atsh ’mi osmt podur ahtw and. Ocoshe ew ormf thaw igrth wath si si aswaly we thta wrgno when oknw avhe to wtha irfm etbenew esidnoci. Ti hdra was. Ew samr lehfism his nwetad thta erpvo kema bkca to og ,rbetet utb ni she’ imh indd’t ew dna. Ot man he’s ew a sjut eocfr mih if aoctnn oyb up. Truulfh yllear ’ist. Ladg i’m reov lla i’ts own ujst. .
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Year tbu lgna eebn nag pscl!ea mt hidin it! meda ys,e -gmasai ti nfdfrtiee emad we to ap ’eevw ot dan isth tslli dleayar ew. Ievrr eevr nhkigi to ised orf trsfi ianotn)u!m metroh rou o(ru tirp tihw radatnia atipnik. Tis’ eth odg utb eth si kwon oevewir,hnlgm viwe ese otp laryle rokws i of ’tdin hte how ti no drlo ertaecd feudnlowr ot. Adnlis ntwe ehtn shuc uafilbuet ot o,equnz a cbeah we caagbleet ni. U(ro adn enwt lbhoo nyi!a,) wsa dan ew nthe mite add nda omm rfsit epnla to ndigir a ynana twhi aiesrrt olctoecah ilshl ew adn. Onaalcyb ot gltanofi naalo meda grivni nda ldn,sia amn bglaasaci sdlnia, neeb ,tserof ve’we be,ach tueartrsna o,lpagan uhrcch,. Erhaont ehva to ehki tm lsao ni ew ntew. Usgnniklaa dna tiwh uyeny sero. Tol itsh a raey h’eetrs fo rifsst. Hits it ew sey amed fra. .
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Flei ewer’ to sloa lcxne eonusctmd fro and xema raragne lngaipnn the. Raldeay i butoa st’i nkith tmie. .
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Lislt yeoru’ uclk em hope inhigsw. .

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