A letter from Jul 30, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, How have you been lately? Are you feeling happy? Sad? Anxious? Angry? Empty? (i hope not because i don't want you to feel numb again). Are you finally reviewing for board exam? If yes, I'm wishing you all the best with God's grace, by God's grace! You're now on your last step, don't be discouraged, don't doubt yourself. You've come this far and I know how frightening it is, kasi s'yempre ayan na yung moment of truth kung magiging RN ka ba. Just study hard, and smart. Believe that you can and you will, okay? I'm always proud of you and of what you're becoming 💗 And tell me, may sumira na ba sa plano natin na walang balak magboyfriend? Ang lakas naman n'ya kung gano'n at napapayag ka HAHAHAHAHAHA. If meron nga, I hope you're not scared to experience it. I hope there's no backing out. Fighter ka di ba? Have you also been into places alone? I know how much you're craving for that day to come. I know you want to experience the world by yourself, see God's creation with your own eyes, involve yourself to other culture because you always think it's wonderful. And if di mo pa mae-experience, I know you will. Oh and btw, alam mo na ba kung saan ka muna magtatrabaho? Then anong country after mo makakuha ng experience? Don't forget na tignan yung tax ng country ha. Ayun lang, tell me more about your life! <3 God Bless you more and more, ingat Nurse!

Epilogue

about 2 years later

I thought I never received a letter from you, nakalimutan ko lang palang tignan ang inbox dito.

Hi, a lot happened. Yes, we’re already a Registered Nurse. We made it...

Igamkn t’nidd sloa wnko in so god uro anmes i,fel btu hits raf ti oru i rwbnyo iinlcdung !afr hsit pepoel yamn ilosgn. Ash tol 5202 fo baekrs a reath. Aoll is it’s ,oyrwbn it xtne nhte srfit wsa a,yatt. A leif uhtgfo tol ckd petitsan lbnatgit ehrti of hwo hitw rof adn. Ehtes’r of ocn’tlud tlo scseorp to uot otinmoe frist adn i to mese rsreekhbtaa chihw geufir a. Me iflde zarcy cna rellya ervdi idecinem. Ndeide to ssftsurle dedsgine be sti’. No we the i’m dunfo thta ubt ni ew cluod th,nihgids hpyap alpce nifrsde rkwo ryel on. .
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We rlfouse a tgo and ey,s oals dbeyfoirn. W,veoerh eb ton ecbaseu eno emganad to stju e’sh “klaas”am he. Hlel mdnagea neev ’dtdin eh. Bakc cetdaeh ew tdn’di dan og eh. ’mi tawh fo oprdu tsth’a sotm and. Htaw oscienid hnew is is wnok thta wlyasa thaw wongr ew vhae fmir oohces htaw eneewtb orfm ot ew ihrgt. It asw hrda. Mrsa ew ’nditd eprvo cabk wentda ot mhi ihlmfes hatt etbtre, mkae shi og adn we ni ’esh btu. If to ecfro up boy mih e’sh aonctn ew nam stuj a. It’s yelrla uhrlftu. Now ’its m’i vreo lla ladg jtsu. .
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I!t eitfdnefr ew ti ew asm-iag mt araldey sltli arye tbu nga eamd dnhii adn to gnla siht ,sey been dmea pa eslpa!c ot ’ewev. Aknipit htwi our irfst verri to sedi daianrta erohtm o(ur gniihk reve ofr tirp m)ntiu!ano. Eth ti fo ogd sti’ ot top vwei rldo ees rfudolnwe dt’in ngie,whrlevom edcetar ohw i alyrel ksrow oknw eht utb no eth si. Twen in ew a agecbeatl neth cush ebcah uebfiluta indlsa to ,zqeuno. Plaen lhboo nad add we eimt adn wthi ntwe esiatrr to i!)a,yn a adn we dan or(u lcoochtae srtif dniirg lihsl mom anyan asw then. Achb,e lcbaigaas s,idlan dmae nfaolgit nalao cruc,hh nlid,as eev’w etrsuatrna dan to nolabyca aaopnlg, eneb mna gviirn eosfr,t. We tm hkie ot laos aevh in haeontr wten. Snailgknua esro yuyen htiw dna. Of olt sftisr sthi a th’eesr reay. Ew isth it yes emad rfa. .
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Anninlpg mcdtseuno to rfo maxe grneraa ilef and the enlcx losa eew’r. Baotu i adelray tiknh imte ’ist. .
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Em eohp sghiiwn reu’oy istll kcul. .

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