A letter from Jul 30, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, How have you been lately? Are you feeling happy? Sad? Anxious? Angry? Empty? (i hope not because i don't want you to feel numb again). Are you finally reviewing for board exam? If yes, I'm wishing you all the best with God's grace, by God's grace! You're now on your last step, don't be discouraged, don't doubt yourself. You've come this far and I know how frightening it is, kasi s'yempre ayan na yung moment of truth kung magiging RN ka ba. Just study hard, and smart. Believe that you can and you will, okay? I'm always proud of you and of what you're becoming 💗 And tell me, may sumira na ba sa plano natin na walang balak magboyfriend? Ang lakas naman n'ya kung gano'n at napapayag ka HAHAHAHAHAHA. If meron nga, I hope you're not scared to experience it. I hope there's no backing out. Fighter ka di ba? Have you also been into places alone? I know how much you're craving for that day to come. I know you want to experience the world by yourself, see God's creation with your own eyes, involve yourself to other culture because you always think it's wonderful. And if di mo pa mae-experience, I know you will. Oh and btw, alam mo na ba kung saan ka muna magtatrabaho? Then anong country after mo makakuha ng experience? Don't forget na tignan yung tax ng country ha. Ayun lang, tell me more about your life! <3 God Bless you more and more, ingat Nurse!

Epilogue

about 2 years later

I thought I never received a letter from you, nakalimutan ko lang palang tignan ang inbox dito.

Hi, a lot happened. Yes, we’re already a Registered Nurse. We made it...

I it rou ogd yrwonb knmaig yamn but asemn sthi arf uor n’idtd af!r dinlcingu in sola tish nslgio knwo pploee so ,feli. Herat fo sha aeksrb 2502 otl a. Netx atyt,a allo fsrti yn,bowr it ehnt saw t’is si. Tatseipn fo a ilfe dan orf tierh ohw bitalntg gohfut hitw dck olt. Rifts hteraskarbe eterhs’ olt adn inteoom t’dclnou ot i out cihwh of a to fergiu esem pessocr. Mindiece ilfde acn larely me dievr ayrcz. Be dneigdse i’ts ot deeidn tflssresu. We fdinsre on in lcudo ’mi cpale eth ndth,shigi yrel no aphyp wkro unfdo we tbu taht. .
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Uorlesf a nad e,ys efyrdbnoi ew tgo alos. Danmega otn eh one escuabe eh’s be e,owhrve to just lma”a“kas. Lehl eangamd he tndi’d nvee. Dna go kbca ddn’ti eetdach we eh. Fo ’mi wath adn dupor sthta’ osmt. Aswaly nwko si to ehva sncidieo atth is we wneh ew thwa nwgro ifmr weenteb ochsoe ihtrg hatw orfm wtah. Wsa rdha it. Ot epvro ni nddit’ keam seh’ and smar ihs bcka mih wnetda og ew we but silfhme bet,ter ttha. Tcnano if pu jsut we amn oecrf oyb a sh’e to mhi. Alyler t’is ruhtlfu. M’i own all erov its’ aldg tujs. .
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Mdea we gam-sia i!t gan to it ltlsi ap gnal ew s,ey aspl!ec reya mt rneetidff tub hiind adn ebne ’eewv adem ot aeaydlr iths. Verir ihwt ru(o ot ftrsi uro n)amu!noit tirp rnaadait dsei teomrh inkgih piiktan evre orf. Of ivwe fenlrwudo ti the nkwo rlod tdn’i yerall teh is ogd dtcaeer tub see owh i het on ti’s hrwgmoel,iven srwok ot top. Ewnt bchea e,nquoz to nlasid a cush tehn lbgcateea we in abuufeitl. Grniid tihw mom to dan dan lhlsi went a ifrts o(ur aynan dda nad olhob nad iemt asw arrtsie ccthlaoeo enht enpla ew we )!yia,n. Lagbaaisc nma ot olgnaap, abonalyc adn iingvr ,lndias nbee idlasn, alaon rsaanrtteu ,cheba ewve’ adem rftoes, fanltgio chuhc,r. Ehki tm in netw vhae we ot atrenho sloa. Eynyu nda htiw esor iangkuasln. Lto fo reya shti tsirfs sh’eret a. Far we it made yes hsit. .
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Ondmcsteu eamx the laso to feli raenagr nlecx w’ere naniplgn orf dan. ’tsi ihntk i oubat ardylea teim. .
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Hoep lilts ouey’r me swniigh kluc. .

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