21/25, july 21

hey hun today was a lot, but you decided to stay and that’s all that matters. you went downtown, like you were planning and you held your breath at 7:43, but you didn’t jump. and that was the right decision. you’re going to live. and you’re going to be happy. i promise. it’s worth it to stay. i love you. more than anything. past me loves future you, and i know future me is so proud of everything i’ve endured. we’re gonna be okay, astraea i love you <3