A letter from Jul 23, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Happy birthday you Son of a *****!! I wonder what we are up to now, are we in Kauai? Did we move back home? Did we move somewhere else? Do we have a lady friend 😏 do we have a little one running around yet? How’s work going? Foreman? Higher than foreman? Owner?! What the ***** been going on man?! I would **** to get a little spoiler. HOWS MY KOBE PUPPY!!!! Give him a big hug and kiss cause you know how much we miss him right now alone overseas in this big house. You already know how everything in the past panned out so not much I can inform you on 😂 do we still think about her though…? Is she the first thought everyday still? Did those feelings fade after a couple more years or are they still the same? And if they’ve changed and we met someone new and she happens to be over our shoulder reading this sorry babe 😂😅 but don’t be mad, ask some questions if you’re confused cause Maddie was the one who taught us how to really love someone and also how to pick the pieces back up and put ‘‘em together when you think you just can’t. And definitely fake it til you make it 😂 she’s the reason why if you think I’m to clingy or hold on just a little to tight every now and then, or make just a few to many smiles it’s because I know what love is and I know I want you forever. I know that I love you every single day and I’m every single way. The way you’re gonna laugh, the way you get angry, how you tells me I’m wrong when no one else can, the way you hopefully like to be my big little spoon 😅 Everybody has a past but I want you to be my future and I’ll never let go if you don’t either. I hope everybody’s doing okay and tell everyone that 26 year old Shane says HOWSIT BRUDDA SHOOTS🤙🏼 I love you buddy, stop being so hard on yourself all the time. Tell yourself you’re the man and you’re proud of us in the mirror every now and again would ya? Wish I could give you a hug right now. Cause truth is I could really use one right now. And little miss lady if you are existing at the time give this man a ******* hug right now! Cause on July 23rd 2022 we were having a ROUGH DAY and we really could’ve used a hug and some kind words :/ Love you big guy ❤️ Keep on keeping on. Life’s a garden, dig it.