so there's this guy.. aaron...

OK.. Aaron... awww.... we get along soooooo well. the butterflies in the stomach.. the sickening endless texts and emails.. argh. i want him bad. but.. he's engaged. we havent done anything yet but i know we will. and i know im gonna fall. i have a feeling he will too. i am making it my mission to make that happen lol. i've done it before. But only when i have thought there was potential. and that was once. with steve. If he gets married I don't think it would last. Or if it did it wouldn't be a happy marriage. Aaron would never stop fucking around on her. I know it's crazy but i can't help this. And if he doesn't fall? WELL.... i guess that could happen. Doesn't matter.. I'll just enjoy the journey and deal with the outcome when it gets here. By the time I re-read this... i wonder if i have him yet. I give it 6 months.