A letter from Jul 07, 2022

Dear Future Henry, Hey, it's been two years. I hope you're doing well. I'm really sad right now because Elisa left us. and has no intention on ever coming back. I hope you found someone else special by the time you get this. hopefully you can also keep your grades up so you can graduate. and when you receive this hopefully I times it right so you get it the day before the first day of senior year. I hope senior won't be too stressful. I'll try my best not to **** it up and make the rest of high school a pain in the ***. I'll take alot of the hard classes now so senior year can be easy for you okay. so, how's mountain biking and BMX going? at the time of writing I don't own a mtb. I'm saving for a trek Marlin 5. I wonder if you have bought any new bikes. I bet some of the crashes will be gnarly. hopefully they don't hurt too much and and I don't get paralyzed or some ****. that wouldn't be fun. maybe you won't even see this, what if you died? don't die please I enjoy life even though it hurts sometimes. don't die on purpose or on accident. how are things with your parents going? mom and Brian still doing well? I'm going to be so pissed if mom breaks up with a guy after moving in again. dad and Heather doing well too? I hope they are because they are a great couple. did dad ever move out of the ****** trailer park you used to live in. I hope he did because we all hated it. he's been doing a lot better and working hard to get his money. did you ever tell mom and dad about you being pansexual? do you even still feel that you are pansexual? idk. I hope you are still playing baseball. istg if you didn't make the varsity team. you are so good at baseball and if I work out and conditioning myself to play better I bet you'll easily make it. so I guess it's up to me if you want to make that team. I don't know what you're going to be going through when you get this. or what your life will be like but if you are going through something difficult. hey, it'll get better, I promise. you can get through this, and you can do it man. it'll all be okay and it'll all work out in the long run. don't do anything too stupid and keep moving forward. good luck. I want to know how much I have changed. am I still a nerd who loves bikes and coding and blender and stuff? I keep thinking to the future and I don't know how anything will be. hopefully things are good for you. and you are doing much better than I am now. I love you man. Sincerly, Your past self :)