A letter from Jul 04, 2022

hey me so... I'm going to augsburg. that's all I know at the moment. I'll be sending this one to... oh let's say 4 years, just to see if i can cover my ground. maybe it will endear you and remind you of how things once were. it's summer of 2022. I'm in a qpr with my qpp. you know the one (I'm sure names have changed). I've made a few friends at augsburg from the orientation, and one of them likes hermitcraft and eels and bugs and horseshoe crabs. I'm. excited I think. for friendship and for freedom from mom and maybe for the little extra responsibility. I love my friends. I hope we don't become too separated through college. I love them. I hope I make good new ones. here are my hopes and my predictions. - I will have majored in psychology or gender studies (or entomology, as my friends seem to be pushing) - I will have made friends, hopefully many queer ones - I will be a little bit scared and lost as to what to do with my life now that I'm out of college (if I haven't dropped out several years earlier, always possible, don't be ashamed) -I will be looking for a job and be unsatisfied with the choices being presented - if I'm not looking to reconnect with friends from high school, I Should Be - I will likely have some or another gender and ********* crisis going on/being actively supressed (if this one isnt true I'll be Very impressed) -I'll probably have a praise kink - meka and butterz will most likely be dead and I'll hopefully have both of their skulls - maybe I'll have some form of a partner or qpp, and maybe not. it's all okay. - my hair will still be short - I'll be stressed as **** - maybe I'll go through a early early midlife crisis for ***** and giggles - I hope I'm still watching hermitcraft. if I'm not please go quick check in on my old men, they're important to now-me <3 anyways it's 1am so I need to go to bed. got **** to do (wake up at 6 and drink 7 cups of coffee) bye bye love u