A letter from Jul 02, 2022

21 huh, I really hope you arent drinking by yourself right but lets be honest thats what we would both prefer. I am 17 right now, its summer and I am officially a senior in highschool. My last season of dance is starting soon. You should be almost finished with 4 year college by now, are we still going to move to Europe for the med degree or are we still too scared to go to a country alone let alone fly alone. I hope we have become less scared of silly things like that, since I have been on zoloft for a couple months I have gotten better but I still act timid with things. I know you can do good, hopefully a little better than me. Improvement is always good right. I still cannot believe I am a senior, technically a sophomore in college. Its scary but exciting, isnt that what everyone says. Right not it seems much more scary but who knows. I am writing this at 4am, tired and playing BOTW but pretty content, happy. How awful has it been being away from the cats at college? Please promise me to visit them after you read this. Do you still talk to Kelsey, Cassidy, and Carys? I doubt it but maybe you should text them too, see how they are. What sport do we play now? I cant imagine being without dance but I bought a volleyball a couple days ago, it seems fun. I just wanted you to know that I love you, and have a really good birthday, this is basically the only one other than 50 that is gonna be important from now on so do something cool.