A letter from Jun 29, 2022

Dear Future Me, How are you big guy! Happy Birthday!!!!! Hope everything's going good. I've not been feeling so good recently. Been a tough couple years, but you know this already, this past week has been pretty hard especially. I did just get a VW Golf tho so were winning in some way i guess lol. Im writing to you on June 29th, 2022, I'm about to go to Jordan's cottage this weekend for Canada Day. I know we've never had good luck with girls but I'm really hoping i can pull this one off for you, and I want you to know that I really am sorry if i don't. I'm hoping you have someone by your side by the time this message gets to you, and if you don't, don't stress bro its all gonna be ok and work out. Im writing to you while I'm listening to our Other01 playlist so i guess thats the mood i'm in lol. You know, even if you feel down sometimes, just know that you are loved, even if you don't feel like it sometimes, you are; and if no one else is on your side, i always will be, we're in this together after-all. Im sitting here with Mango on my bed, she's such a good girl, here i'll let her touch the keyboard with her paw so she can say hi to you too (hjiijfiofdh l) <-- that was her lol, i'd like to think she says hi. Mommy and Papa are doing good too, they're not home right now, they're at Izzy's high school grad ceremony with Nano. Nano just graduated elementary so he's a little nervous about that but i know he'll be fine, better than us hopefully. Hope you still like the job i just got at Enercare, hopefully you've learned a lot. Hey, do you remember in 2018 when we first started going downhill, and then we bounced back, and then we kept flip flopping. Well we never had anyone to talk to or give us a hug back then, and i don't really have anyone to do those things for me today. I wish i could give 2018 us a hug and a good ear to listen to and i wish someone could do something like that for me today because i'm so **** lonely and tired of it all. The reason i bring all this up is because if you still struggle with these things to the today you're receiving this, just know i would give you the biggest hug ever. So please, if you ever feel sad or lonely just know you have me, look at an old picture of me from around the time i'm sending you this and talk to, because i know i'd like that and it might help you too. (I took a pic on Snapchat the day i'm writing this so it can be consistent haha) Anyways, i have to end this email at some point so its been good catching up, i really do hope everything is good in your life. If you're ever conflicted on "what would my younger self think of me today?" To be honest, i'd just want you to be happy :) Just be happy and live your **** life to the fullest. Tomorrows not promised so cherish the moments and the ones who share them with you Give everybody a big kiss and hug for me I love you bro, and the happiest of birthdays <3 :) Love, Past You