A letter from June 25th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You’re currently sitting at the Chili’s in Tyler Texas waiting for a cheeseburger french fries some ******* ice cream cookie and a Dr Pepper. You currently still owe money on your apartment and Nacogdoches you just found out today that your car could potentially be repossessed in a couple days so hopefully that doesn’t happen, do you have a really bad migraine because you haven’t eaten all day. You’re getting better at eating in case you don’t remember or it’s worse or better you are pretty **** it feeding your body because you feel like you don’t deserve it and you do. So I wrote a letter for the year 2025 and I have no idea what that letter says and I probably won’t until that letter comes. So I thought I’d write a letter now so you don’t forget about it. I am exhausted and tired and I’m trying to get things right in life for eyes and I’m hoping that things are better and that when ever I choose that you get this letter that you’re somewhat happy, hopefully you let more people in and you don’t have so much sadness in your heart. Hopefully you’ll love your body and your mind in the things you’re doing. You work at the hospital as a materials management technician so I would be curious to see where you’re at when you get this. So I just wanna let you know that even though we are alone right now does it mean will be alone in the future. Love yourself the way I hope one day I love myself to.

Epilogue

24 days later

Dear future me, I am currently writing to you in a safe place. You ended up getting evicted out of your apartment and you went to live with family who...

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