A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Dear FutureMe, happy birthday, i hope you're not crying today, i hope you're in a more stable and happy place right now if not, don't worry, no pressure just take your time. I am so happy that you made it this far, everything is ******* up right now and the only thing in mind is suicide but no i can make it, it's just an inconvenience, it's alight okay? Enjoy your day, do everything that makes you happy, fulfill everything that was missing, if things aren't meant to be just let it go because if it's for you, God will always find His way, just trust Him. I hope you're loving yourself more like we've said right? I hope that we've already learned our lesson diba? life doesn't really goes as planned, and idk where u at at life rn or what the **** is happening but hopefully you're finally genuinely happy and content. I hope you'll find what you really wanna do and be passionate about it, and if ever you're gonna settle please think about it, i don't want you to get hurt anymore okay? im just looking out for the both of us. i promise i'll do my best to give you what you trully deserve okay? you deserve to be genuinely happy and i'll everything i can to make that happened, i love you and i know i'll love you more in the future, i am claiming it!