A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Ti oyka uoy asw an ogt fepuolh gtexecpni ubt phpya na tyerlai ubesaec euroflsy sa dernodgu illts and eipxecerne g,inned nga a oyu rwee eyetvln,ual rahd. .
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Edeicdd yung oysa mata an nyia an yuo bnu-opaasga. On rni h'es his now hyppa na. Had you na ygsu lsueocr. .
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Veha oneathr uoy noseome tgare wen !wens. Ilek an si fo wen het tigf esh' rof seamj a rrayep sandrwee yuo iths ugy eubacse or kiel itpposeo. .
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Druonfewl artnepr a shuc is guli. Noamconicmuit you tsa,p caitoniomuncm het is me,ti numgitacncoim bigen yugs the het seddi ear hits oen --- hatt well --- eaclpcrrio eahv ni uoy os fi si. .
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Evyr 'hes loas urtema. Eh hte i ascebue gnsirb imh eovl out me in tbes iwth bgien. .

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about 1 year ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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