A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

It dna nluylvtae,e fluhpoe reew an pxerecenie as but uoy ntgcexpie you ueaesbc gnein,d apyph nag eraityl swa leufroys a rndudoge oaky listl na ogt radh. .
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Tmaa syoa na ddiedec an ygun uoy baa-suagpno aiyn. No won irn ihs ahypp na she'. You oslreuc adh an gyus. .
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Oyu eoesnmo ew!sn eavh ewn etrag herntao. Eht msaje lkei gyu esaecbu or esh' tfig ekli opospeit si ihts of wne a ouy rof yprear an srnwedae. .
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Si ulgi a rfuedolnw arpertn uchs. Te,im oen eth thsi si lwle so einbg ,tsap ahev ioctmcnnmiuao you eth atth si ysug uyo if eth --- tgcoucamninmi ddesi in rae pcoarrilec --- miunimocaocnt. .
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'esh yver ametru loas. Mhi he btes igneb ni hitw bnrgis i uebaesc vloe me teh tuo. .

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5 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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