A letter from Jun 22, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Its 23 June, 2022. I am feeling totally broke today. The wish of living is not there. I ****** up everything. Everytime i wish to do better, i make it even worse. I love Nazia so much. But does she feels the same about me? I feel like she cares about her friends more than me. So i feel hopeless. Business is not doing that great. There is many loans that i need to pay off. I disappoint my family so much. I wish to do better. I am even worse at valorant after getting the 144hz haha. Allah knows what will be my fate after 4 years. But lets see.