A letter from Jun 20, 2022

Dear Future Me, Ahh. I can't wait for you to read this. To be completely honest. Things are...terrible. Well not completely. I mean you have heaps of good friends and great grades but sometimes that isn't Amazing. You have an addiction. You can't stop. Right now, you're two days free of S/H. You honestly hate yourself. you can't stand your body and personality. Honestly you are your own worst enemy and the worst part is you have to live with yourself for the rest of your life. What's really bad is you can relapse, cry for hours on end and completely destroy yourself then walk outside of you room and act like nothing happened. You can go to school and pretend like you're happy and everything is fine. That's ******* scary. You have your friends Sammie, Sienna , Roxy And Shyla but you fear that if you tell them anything they will treat you differently and stuff like that. I really hope things are different. I hope your happy. I hope you are getting the things you deserve. I hope that school isn't draining you to point where you come home and just sleep or cry. I really really hope everything is better. Anyways, Here are some things about me!! 1. My pronouns are She/Her 2. Pansexual 3. Emo :( 4. Obsessed with Stranger Things 5. In love with Eddie Munson. I really hope you have a hot emo girlfriend. At my school everyone is soo ugly. I just want a hot emo girlfriend who will do my eyeliner and hug me :( I also really hope you have a job and you're studying. Do you still want to be a therapist?? I hope you still are friends with Sammie and maybe have more friends. Is your room decorated and cool??? I wonder if you're still at the same house. And PLEASE TELL ME YOU HAVE A PHONE. What is Covid-19 like ?? I hope things at home are better. Have you completed things on your bucket-list?? How much money have you saved??? Oh are you still journaling??? I have 2 pinterest accounts but here they are so you can look at the stuff i saved; sp00ky__sk3l3t0n and Atomic_Mushr00m my spotify is; https://open.spotify.com/user/31twvrydwz2uuw76tn47c7upu5fq?si=f15c0801290940d0 Anyways see you in 3 years!! Bye you *** ***** love you!!! <3333333333333333333