A letter from Jun 19, 2022

hello me from the future! something that i think is funny is that i’m nervous to be myself in a letter TO MYSELF because i’m scared of disappointing you. whatever. i just want to know how you’re doing. go through a few checks with me. i’m writing this right before 8th grade graduation, and if you actually check your email and see this, it’ll be a long time. how are you? any new friends in the highschool? i hope that you’ve chosen to pursue art, otherwise i’ll be doing all of this work for nothing. do you still have your own characters? or did they phase out as you most likely (and hopefully) got better at art? i’m just nervous for the future. right now, i have no clue what i want to do. i hope you at least have that figured out by now. are you still playing splatoon? i’m writing this before splatoon 3 came out, too. i’m sure you’ve had your fill. theres other video games i’m excited for too, like pokémon scarlet violet, and whatever tloz breath of the wild 2 will be. i’m latching on to whatever will make me want to stay alive for now, maybe so that this letter can ACTUALLY reach you. is your music taste any ********? i’m listening mostly to mac de marco and the persona 5 soundtrack… and old jpop…… anri and lamp are real comforting for me right now. some of my current interests are splatoon 2, persona 5, cowboy bebop, pokémon, zelda, n a lot more stuff. any new interests? new hobbies? how are the dogs? is sam ok? frodo is as anxious as ever? i know this is cheesy but please check up on them. are you finally content with your physical presentation? does mom finally get that you aren’t a ******* girl? does she still make you dress up like a ******* barbie doll when it’s an “occasion”? whatever. just, have you said anything yet? are you ok in highschool? anybody picking on you? are you finally.. there? i know you’ll look back on this and make fun of my resentment and anger but right now, i’m struggling. i just. idk how’s highschool going? what’s it like being a senior? did you ever get to change your name? i’m very nervous now about art. did you ever take those classes? did you get to where you’ve always wanted to be? or did you, unexpectedly, stray from the path? whatever you’re doing, i just hope that you’re happy. did you ever get therapy? or are you still nervous to actually say things to others..? i won’t be disappointed if so. i’m just curious to see where i’m at. hopefully, by the time you see this, your exams will be over, and it’ll be close to your last day of school. i genuinely hope that you survived to see this. i don’t feel like ending this in a certain way. my phones about to die