A letter from Jun 19, 2022

Dear FutureMe, hello! you may remember making this email but I kind of doubt you do, im pretty forgetful I think. I am 14 right now, and if my dumbass calculated the date right then you are 18 by the time youre reading this. happy birthday! <3 i hope today is a good day, i hope youre doing better than me right now. my life isnt terrible but its just dull. i dont have many friends but i try to make up for it by socializing online. sad i know but its good to practice my writing skills when i rp haha i think im a lesbian and im struggling with my need to feel wanted. i wish i had a gf or a best friend or something. im starting to drift away from my ISB friends (markiah, dhayanara, lynn-sarah, destiny, samantha, jackelyn, tyleeya, etc). i wish i had the courage to tell tyleeya how i felt about her but in the end i think its for the best since we dont have much of a connection i play this online game called identity v a lot. im so obsessed with the prospector character, norton campbell. idk why lol im just a crazy teen girl. this game is fun but lawd it makes me mad sometimes. i hope you didnt forget about idv its summer time right now and im very excited for my trip to brussels, chavornay and paris that ill be going on in july. i cant wait to see france, i wonder just how much its changed since my childhood. and i cant wait to see the forest in hita(?) and dolph’s house in belgium, i bet it will be so much fun to explore! and working at le petit corbeau in switzerland will be a good experience i bet. i hope i can have fun swimming and i hope i meet some cute european girls and boys there. hopefully my french will get better, as much as it bugs me that dad always reminds me i hope i never forget it. being bilingual is cool and pretty useful at times you better not have forgotten about this trip by the time youre reading this. if you do im going to travel in time to the future and ******* **** you 😒 mom is sick and coughing every 5 seconds lol, i feel bad since she can barely sleep because of it but im sure she will get better soon. leo is visiting us right now. im glad hes doing good in medical school. is he already a brain surgeon by now when youre reading this? also he didnt bring me a galette des rois :( i really wish i could eat one right now, hopefully when im in paris i can i wonder if you moved anywhere else from florida? did you ever move to china or new york like mom and dad considered? i wonder what my new school, international studies academy, is going to be like when summer ends. i hope i made the right choice when applying there… sorry my thoughts are very scrambled right now. im writing this while taking a **** lol. well, i hope life is good now that you’re 18. i hope your happy cuz your happiness is my happiness too ya know. hopefully i became a more mature and confident person, because i have a big self esteem issue right now. but i trust that everythings gonna be okay listen to ‘be calm’ by fun. - adriana, june 19 2022