A letter from Jun 16, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Feels weird writing again since I'm older. Life right now for me, I'm well, but I only say it to myself to make me feel happy. Sometimes my head is lost in the clouds, too scared to keep going. I have great friends, but I've been hurt before when I told someone how I really feel, they lied and pretended they knew what I meant. Too afraid to share, express myself. Guess that's how life is. I have exams coming up, it's hard to know that you might not pass. Words can't describe my feelings, my grief, and myself. I want to be the best, but I've been brought down so many times I stopped believing, I believe one day I'll start believing. I wish you/myself to end up in a great place where my parents could say " I knew that one day you were gonna make me proud, and finally you've done it" Love you Mom, Dad, Brother, and my Sisters I would also like to be on TedTalk to share what every person has ever felt. Love, Myself