A letter from Jun 15, 2022

Dear Magnus, Hey, it’s been a minute. I don’t know what the next letter I wrote to myself had in it but I know it’s gonna be a little while, I remember it’s gonna be very depressing…maybe? Hopefully I’ll be able to cheer myself up with this one :,) anyways, yeah animation didn’t work out, and I’m currently stuck in a slumlord apartment with ****** wrists and my ****** McDonald’s job. I hope to god that I get another better job because cannot fathom me sticking with McDonald’s for another year, let alone 3… Are we still with Dante? It would suck alot if we weren’t…lord knows what would happen if we ended up splitting. I always worry that I might cause him to leave me for being too much, so if that really did happen I’m sorry… But if it didn’t and you’re with him then congratulations! We survived more than I think at least half of all Highschool sweethearts…? I have a feeling that I’m gonna get married to him but if I’m somehow wrong, then hopefully I’ll be alive long enough to read this.. I’ve had too many people leave me to be worrying about this… Anyways I’m glad at least my little dreams of being the emoest of all emos turned to be true!! Who woulda thought that keeping everyone in the house for about two years would make Emo start kicking again? Anyways I’m blabbing on… I hope you’re okay. A lot of **** tends to happen to us outta nowhere, and I know how we get when **** hits the fan. I know that we’ve grown a lot and even though we’ve become stronger, we’re still extremely prone to breaking down more than normal… We got this, for whatever the hell life wants to throw at me next. I’ve been through too much to just give up…but I’ve been through enough to live multiple lives and tragedies. I don’t know how to end this, but we’re stronger than we realize.