A letter from Jun 12, 2022 (8:22PM)

#1 it's June 12th which happens to be my old best friend's birthday, and I just forgot until now. We became friends in Grade 2-- maybe it was October or November, beats me. She was ur first friend because u were annoying asf, and no one wanted to be your friend, and rightly so. You were ugly-- well I shouldn't say "were", u still are. that was the most prominent theme back then; u trying to be a pmg cuz you sucked at being conventionally attractive (*suck). And to any bored 30 year old who reads this (because that seems to be the most relevant age on this thing idk), this is coming from a depressed teenager who has nothing better to due except waste their 'youthful' time on a letter. I have plenty of homework that was due quite awhile ago... but that seems to be less and less important everyday, despite my grades being more important than my happiness (according to other people :)), I have come to the conclusion that I'm willing to commit to being a disappointment. I wholeheartedly expect to be dead by the time anyone reads this letter. So that's why I set it to public, so people can have a glimpse at my mental health years later, cuz I won't. And they'll say "*** sucks for them, rip that useless *** lol). yk? I enjoy this ***** foreplay. Today is ur birthday. If you happen to actually be alive and possibly well by now. congrats u rat. Past you underestimated yourself. yay? but this date has more meaning than just the day u graced this world with ur ugly unsymmetrical face YOU UGLY BUTTER FACE HELLO KITTY. Weeks from this June 6th 2026 day-- will be ur last weeks of grade 12. And if anyone's a stalker cat lady then do the math to figure out how old I am. Creepy, I'm going to roll my eyes and see if I can find a brain back there (for added affect ofc). I wonder if the war on Ukraine is still going. If the anti-trans bill that has been passed in Texas is still in place. If the don't say *** bill still is. If men have ***** over majority of the USA with the roe v wade. Just if men in general are still trash-- cuz they are definitely the source of all this major stupid ****. Them in power will cause irreversible repercussions that I don't wanna be alive for. Now that's a valid enough reason for leaving an already screwed society. L men, u bozo mid mfs, suck a **** u based sHoes. And if anyone's offended-- enjoy being apart of the problem ;). I hope I used language you could understand (kinda cringe u past dahood players). As I was saying: graduation. I have no idea what I want to become. Which poses a problem, because my parents expect me to become a rich material gorl that can pay for their future. I told u guys I was committed to being a disappointment, but not only a disappointment, but a failure too now. A foreseeable addiction is what I see. Majority of addicts are only addicted cuz they can't cope with their life. Or are dealing with what they feel is inescapable trauma. I could say "relatable lol" but that's probably insensitive, despite being sensitive myself. *** me. The normal byproduct of addiction is just overall instability... that doesn't sound too promising for future 25yro me who needs to be rich by then. If I get a 9-5 job... I'm moving to live off the grid in a baddie shack... in Portugal. Maybe I could be a hot minecraft ytber, that career seems more promising than a office job if I'm being honest. I'm kidding. please. about both things. If you haven't figured out what to do by now. ur ********* lmao. Who knows, maybe I'll become a hot tub streamer with an onlyfans. I've officially spent an hour on this soon to be 'fml saga'. I plan on sending more letters heh. -Erin (basic name ik ffs :D) (9:46PM) pls don't take this down I love milfs.