A letter from Jun 13, 2022

Dear FutureMe, First off happy birthday! But more importantly why I am contacting you or us I suppose but I don't know if our life has gotten any better but I'm honestly a little hopeful I know we have this dumb nihilistic mindset I know about how we thought ending in would be our best option or how leaving everything and everyone behind would be the answer some dumb dream about being a wanderer traveling from place to place completely free to be who we want to be...I don't know where you ended up maybe this election gig works maybe your with someone who makes you happy I hope you can make them happy as well but all I can say is keep on pushing forward I know we deep down feel nothing but apathy I'm really good at wearing a mask of my own face faking care and concern for others that I truthfully don't care about but yesterday Ethan said something to me he said that we have a good heart I can't believe that but I hope you do I hope you can forge true and meaningful relationships or maybe you realize that all our relationships were true and meaningful and you got over my cloud of ******** I hide behind. From me myself and I hope you find your reason to live