A letter from Jun 12, 2022

Dear ********, I feel lost, like I'm not really living but surviving. All I am enjoying now are video games. I hope you haven't lost interest in 2b2t. It's really the only thing keeping me sane. School has been rough, idiots are all around me and teachers are being vindictive. Enough of that. I hope you have escaped this cycle of depression and faithlessness. I feel like **** a lot of the time, I can't sleep most of the time and am eating too much. God this is depressing. I just can't do it anymore. But I have to get through this so I hope you can read this on your 18th birthday. Let us hope I last that long. My friends are fine but they are becoming insufferable and downright annoying but most of them are ok. I hope things get better (at least better then they are now) in the long run. You have a whole life ahead of you (I). I don't know what I want to be. Exams are getting to me. But let's decide soon alright? From, :^J