A letter from June 9th, 2022

Hi babes, as usual, I set this message to deliver to you in our birthday. SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ENJOY YOUR DAY OKAY?. Ahh I just thought of sending you a message, since i was a kid i already started dreaming of what i will become at your age, 18. Idk what time will this arrive but if its exactly 12:00am and you're reading this rn, go to sleep *******, you dont want to celebrate your birthday with a black circles around ur eyes hahaha. I just wanna know, did u already got a chance to do what i dreamed of? Like, late night walks with someone or with your friends? going on a sleepover? Going to amusement parks? road trip kahit walang kotse hahahaahha. How about faaaallingggg innn..... ah you already know it, i find it cringe but i actually craves for it like i just want to experience it just ike what i watch in TikTo, ah no no. Im still a kid no no no. Ah this is really making me cringe idk idk idk. Do u still too? Hahahahahaahha. Anyways, I want to ask if u got ur glow up too. (Please say yes cause im gonna punch myself rn if not). I wrote this letter to you too because i kinda feel alone today. Idk i feel like i want us to live in a same time cause i think you're gonna understand me even though you're only 3years older than me.i hope you can give me some advice too while i grow up. Ah men, im bored at my life rn. There's nothing interesting and memorable happening to me for almost 3years already. If youre still on this cycle, please break it. Go out, have some friends, do anything you want, exercise, anything others do. Im not doing it rn, idk im lazy. But you're 18 now and you need to change how u handle life. I'll be glad if you already did. Its for us, its for our future. Ah its already 11pm. I still wanna talk to you but i run out of words to say. So im gonna say goodbye, maybe ill write another letter soon. Happy birthday again, enjoy your day please its your debut, I want you to be happy. I love you always goodnight :)