A letter from Jun 10, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I dont know why im writing this but why not Happy birthday I hope youre not dead um hows the world still crappy? You should be done with school by now so yay Curently on summer break i (we?) Have an orthodontist appointment tomorrow Curently me and Thomas are friends. he doesn't know if he likes me or not i think he might but i cant say. I wonder if he ever did become "my blue fox." Said good night to him already. if you want to see, search for "eletric sucker" in our dms (lol). Im angry at the world and myself right now. im ashamed that im angry that he doesnt know what he is feeling when i dont know what im feeling half the time. honestly wish i wasnt bi. i want to be normal. I wana buy a journal so i can just write what i want. Also so i have sonething to leave behind when i eventually die. Im curently intrested in being a pilot hope that dream doesnt die. I know why im writing this now so i can look back and realize how dumb these problems are. Are you out to anyone in your personal life yet (being bi not the other thing) Are you out to anyone (about the other thing) If you still talk to Thomas tell him 2022 you said "furman" also if you arent talking to him just send him a msg saying hi Did weekend have a happy ending is it still going on idk go look at it see of it's still going on. I hope you're happy future me. -2022 me And to those who are reading this because its public but anonymous none of this problably makes sense (also sorry for spelling and grammar im not that good)