I'm a Bahamian

Outcast. Loser. Conch. Crab meat. Punk. Neighborhood drum. Whatever you want to call it,all those words seem to apply to me. But life is beautiful. I know it is, I just don't see it's beauty. perhaps your life is beautiful. Maybe you have kids, and a loving husband. If not, then that's fine too. I always thought I would never get married lol. Anyway, my point is, I hope those words don't apply to you anymore. I hope your life is beautiful. I guess, I mean I hope your happy. I hope u are at the best point n your life. I hope u don't fall from your peak. Just stay there, all the way up there, where no one can reach...where no one can bother you. Please please please be happy. I'm not happy and I guess whether u live or die depends on me. Anyways, I've got to go now. It's getting cold and I'm feeling dizzy.