A letter from May 31st, 2022

Dear me, how are you? I'm about to graduate middle school tomorrow, and I'm slightly terrified. The idea that next year I'll be in high school and four years after that I'll be an adult is very anxiety-inducing, to say the least. Are you still friends with [soap, advertisement, batman, god]? I hope so, they're one of the greatest things that have happened to me. Do you still talk with Sean and Emily? It's hard for me to sometimes, and I feel like we're drifting apart. To be honest, that's really scary to me; they both changed who I am as a person. If anything, I hope they're still doing well when this is sent. Did you ever join a band, and did you ever buy a drumset or violin? How're Theo and Harry? I love them so much, and I'm scared of the fact that one day I won't live with them. Is Emma okay? I hope you've kept her safe to the best of your ability, and I hope she continues doing well in whatever she pursues. How's college stuff doing? What are you majoring in? It's hard for me to know what I would want to do so far ahead; currently, I'm really into stuff about music, criminal psychology, and forensics. How far has stuff for Black Rose/ msc. gone? (the names are still really unclear, so maybe they were changed) Hopefully, you're able to make something out of them; both of them are a nice escape for me. Do you know anything about what's happened with Phoebe? I'm thinking of at least trying to talk to her tomorrow, I don't know though. She's really pretty, so maybe I'll just tell her that and run off. How has stuff with gender and ********* gone? I'm still so confused about how I feel. I hope future me will know something about that. Do you have a best friend? What kind of clothes and makeup do you wear? I still wear "alt" stuff I guess; I don't really know what else you could call it. I'm sorry for getting so ranty, but I have so many questions. All I can hope is that I'm still here and that I've made something of myself. -xx