A letter from May 30th, 2022

Dear FutureJulie, Wow. This is your sixth letter to the future. Time is moving fast isn't it? God thats been stressing me out lately and I don't think thats gonna go away anytime soon. Anyways, right now Im sitting in my bed listening to How to Be a Heartbreaker by Marina and the Diamonds. Life right now has been pretty great for the most part. Brady took you out to the cheesecake factory last night for your birthday and I think we're going to the pool tomorrow :p. On Wednesday I'm going to the beach with Caroline and Emma Jane and Omg I am so excited. Please tell me that trip is super fun and everything you hoped it would be!! You know, I've been thinking about what I would write in this letter but honestly, I don't even know what to say. While my life has been pretty great lately, I can't help but feel idk, lost? I'm kinda miserable rn at Stoney River and I am stressing about how life as an actual adult will be. I guess i'm just really stressed about my future right now. Like for career paths, I feel like theres a million things I want to do but idk. Like I want to be a flight attendant, an author, but i'm also thinking about being a paralegal? I literally have no clue. GOD this letter is pretty depressing but thats just how I feel right now. Im already having a nineteen year crisis !! Anyways I am super excited to move into my new apartment next year (please tell me I like it enough to renew the lease i cannot deal with moving all of my **** out again). I'm excited to something other than read, work, and tan on the back porch. I know that sounds relaxing but it gets old after a while. Being an adult kinda sucks tbh. Compared to myself a year ago, my life just isn't as exciting lol. I guess I'll just ask myself some questions I want answers to lol 1) This ones kinda embarrassing but I thought I'd ask bc like I'm curious but have I lost my V card? I hope the answer is yes, but if it's no, why? You better have a good reason 2) Do you like your apartment? Do you get to decorate your bedroom the way you want? 3) Any major life changes? I don't really have examples but like if anything big in my life changes, let me know 4) How was sophomore year compared to freshman year? 5) Still staying at KSU? Transferring? dropping out? 6) Still with Brady? 7) Staying the same major? Changed Majors? Still want to be a paralegal? 8) Wheres Kerri going to college? 9) How was it with Caroline moving to college in Savannah? Does she like it?Are we still close? 10) Favorite song atm? 11) Any really good books you've read in the past year? 12) Are you going back to work at Stoney River next summer? Or are you staying in Kennesaw? 13) Do you get a new job in Kennesaw? 14) How have you as a person changed in the past year? 15) Does Kerri ever get a car? If she does, what type??? 16) Any cool travels? 17) How does being 20 feel?? Yeah, this years letter is pretty lame. I feel like not much will change, definitely not as much as last years letter but hey, anythings possible. Who knows? I may even become famous ;)))) Anyways, can't wait to hear these answers in the future and keep working hard. I know you don't have your **** together right now and you're pretty scrambled and all over the place but I promise just like everything else, you will figure it out :) Love you, Past Julie xoxo 💗💋🌸