A letter from May 25th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Half asleep but sane to write this. I wouldn't say I like the situation I'm in right now. I hope you had a good life. healthy body and mind. A happy family and no chaos that triggers your anxieties. I hope you are genuinely excited now. I hope you achieved every positive thing you wish for yourself. I hope you can sleep soundly at night. You do not have nightmares to wake you up. I hope the only pills you are taking are your vitamins. I love you. I hope you can hang on. I want to see if I'll survive too.