A letter from May 25th, 2022

Dear Future me, it’s 11:16 AM on 5/25/2022 at the time 15 year old me in writing this. im going through a lot of **** right now. with all the stuff going on at home with Rae and ****** parents, my mental health, my social life… it feels really bad. i hope you don’t end up getting worse in high school, i vowed to not commit suicide for my friends, family, and for the possibility of living a content life. it’s kinda hard to believe, but a lot of people WOULD miss us. **** i gotta finish this up. it’s hard to put down exactly what I wanna say to future me lol. we can do this, we can stare down our demons and come back breathing (haha that’s a Mountain Goats reference). please don’t give up… if not for others, don’t give up for me?