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Dear FutureMe, Well, today, you had a pretty meaningful conversation with Matt. It's wierd. There's like this thing in my head that keeps coming up when we talk about the past. "Were we meant to be?" I know, corny. So corny I bet you're laughing or smiling now. But, today, we were talking about Elementary school and people and teachers. Of all the people that we started with way back in kindergarten, we're like the only ones of the class of '09 from Kirkpatrick Elementary School who actually still hang out. Then, we talked about changing ourselves. I lied and said to stop procrastinating and to be more open. What I really wanted to say was to accept people. I can't physically accept him. It's his weight. Everything else, I'm okay with but it all comes down to that. Well, anyways, we talked and talked. Mrs. Lively (Art teacher) kept calling me out and told me to keep turning around and to be quiet. Matt sits right behind me. Well, the things he would change about himself were to lose the weight and get up higher on the social ladder. So, he's the only guy in your whole life that you've EVER had a meaningful conversation with though you were turned around and hitting yourself in the thigh with a metal and wooden (2 seperate) rulers while talking to him. We talked about all the people we remembered, our favorite classes, 6th grade. ugh. 6th grade. We were talking about when he liked me and I, as he put it, went out with Joseph which I really didn't. So, I meant to say, are you two going out now? I know it's your senior year and your more willing to go out with people because, well, you're going off in a year. So, is he still there or at MSMS. Has he lost weight? Please tell me he did. Are ya'll still friends or more than friends. Are you still saying "ya'll"? If so, lose the Mississippian accent, okay? You're Bengali and you got an accent, and I don't think it sounds that right. Well, anyways, any guys in the past? GO OUT WITH HIM! I don't want you regretting not. He told me he was never kissed before. I lied and said I wasn't either though we both (me and you) know you were but you're two ashamed to admit it (for a reason). You were interogated by Jake and Matt. Well, you found out Jake wasn't a virgin. Tell me something new. But, if Matt would have slimmed down like Jake then, well, he would be perfect! Matt would be so cute if he shed those pounds... he probably well... well, good luck with whatever the hell you're doing.... oh, an Merry Christmas! Hope you at least gave out some presents this time.