A letter from May 24th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, So you didn’t get into your dream college, but that’s ok. You found a great law and psychology program and you can finally do what you always wanted in order to protect others. I hope you graduated in 4 years or were able to do an accelerated masters program for 5. I lost all of my friends and I became angry about that, but I hope you are thankful and saw it as a way to move on. Honestly you were trapped in a kind of toxicity nobody talks about. Yes, you are bisexual!!! Don’t listen to past you who said you were just doing it for attention. She’s an *******. I hope you found a significant other and you aren’t settling for people like M and H. You can smoke but stay away from alcohol and hard drugs... it hasn’t worked out well for you so far. My relationship with mom and dad is kind of better but still iffy. I hope you are closer. I finally got a therapist, so that’s been helping. Past me was an *******, we actually do have all those mental illnesses. Life is a struggle but if you just keep thinking about the end result, you’ll get there. Remember what F said about you at graduation. If you need to remember, find a video. You deserve to be loved and appreciated in the way that you want. It’s not demanding to ask for something. Don’t do anything you’re not comfortable with; I know how you are. I hope we have a cute little plant nursery now and are finally moving to NYC. Keep playing music and learning languages because that’s what you love right now. Maybe you went back to that album? Tell me if you got those tattoos! Anyway, I know you’ll be successful ❤️ Love, Me