A letter from May 18th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Maybe if one day I suicide you might think i am crazy , have not faith in god and why did I do that.I did that because why I need to be the one who needs to be stress about my tuition and other expenses to my school and like telling me that kuya louie will not padala money because of my tuition. in my mind its like your blaming me im too young to be stressed in money and im pressured to do well in school because my brother is paying my school thinking that if i failed a one subject i will stop my school.I really blamed my father like he is a freeloader to this and he didn't even pay bill to this house he is the one who should be paying my tuition so that will not be streested to my tuition and not to blamed myself why my family aren't getting enoung money to kuya louie becaus of my study.I just really want to die to be free of those financial problem and telling me its my fault why we didnt have enough money.I will blame my father for my life bacause he didn't how to be padre de pamilya