A letter from May 16th, 2022

Dear Future Quinn, if you still remember that name. The best thing that happened to me this year was finding love because it made me feel happy, but I don’t doubt that the ladies (and gentlemen) in high school are going to be all over you, you absolute god(ess) of love. The worst thing that happened to me this year was having to deal with the bullies and the useless, student-hating, fight-encouraging staff of this **** middle school. The most important thing I learned this year was to live for yourself and keep yourself happy. Listening to music makes me happy, and I don’t doubt it will in 2026 as well. My biggest worry now is trying to find a group of friends when I get to high school, let me know how that went in the future, let’s hope and pray we go to a **** ton of parties, get white girl wasted, and make out with some hot guys and at least one decent looking girl. My favorite subject in school is ELA because reading and typing come easy to me. I like to listen to music, play video games with my friends, and play my keyboard. This activity makes me feel like I’m doing something important and taking care of myself like I deserve to be. I don’t play sports, we’ll see if that changes in high school, I do play music and video games though, quite fun if you ask me. I got started doing this by following the dopamine and chasing what’ll make me happy and keep me distracted from the pain of this stupid, unfair world. I live with my dad, Robert Allen Wilson, and my step-mom (hopefully by then legal mom) Christine Espaline, they’re my parents and I love them so much, if they do get married then it’ll be Wilson-Espaline, because, hyphenating. My friends are Emiko Erickson, Shelby Krautchin, and Neveah Ruiz, the only one following me to the same high school is Neveah Ruiz, they’re my friends because they accepted my weirdness. I met Shelby and Neveah at the beginning of 8th grade but I knew Emiko from 7th grade. I think my exes impacted my life the most this year because they showed me true pain. They impacted my life by teaching me that if I can’t love myself, then nobody will love me and I can’t love others the way they need to be, so basically, in non-poetic terms, appreciate yourself before you try and get some *******, also, don’t call your partners *******, unless they like it, then get that *****, pimp. I wanna experience some fun **** in high school obviously I wanna learn and graduate, but I also wanna go to parties and stuff, if anyone invites me to any of them because high school is the era where you find your crowd and have experiences that you never have before. I’m looking forward to being in theater/drama and hopefully getting my first kiss. I’m worried about just about everything because I don’t know if I’ll end up finding my crowd that quick. My dream for myself in 5 years is to settle down and get in a real relationship. I plan to be living somewhere maybe not the greatest apartment, but I just know I wanna get my own place. I’ll probably work with my dad at Grease Monkey, and save up to go to a really good college.