A letter from May 11th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you doing? You’re on placement now aren’t you? How is is going? I hope you made the correct choice and are loving it. The people at your interview seem really nice and I hope they are. Is the house your living in nice? Is it shared or not? I hope the people are nicer than previous years Id shared. University is really stressful at the moment. You are not in a great place but you are getting better. You have come a long way in a year. I hope that you have continued to develop over the year. Did you pass all your modules? At the moment that is your aim. You have lost a lot of your confidence. Has your confidence come back? You have started running and the max amount of time you can run is 3 minutes at the moment. Have you got any better? Did you ever join the rugby team near your placement? Are you enjoying it if you did? How is it going? Have you passed your driving test? That is one of your aims for summer and start of placement. You were thinking of getting a job over summer did you in the end? What did you do? Have you come out to your parents and how did it go? It’s been a while since you’ve told friends. I think it should go well to be honest. They seem okay about it. Hopefully nothing kicks off. But I still love you if it does. How are your friends. Have you kept in contact with them over placement year? You are really close with Nicole at the moment. Are you still friends? How about Alex. Have you spoken to him? You never really became proper friends with him to be honest. Lots of love s.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Hi Past me,

Update time.
I wish I could say I am doing well but that's unfortunately the case but I'm hiding it from everyone because that is how we...

Ecpo. Meso ti it meos rea i syda i reeth dysa am dan dna veol eaetmcpnl i no aeth. Ni i ulyj evlae. Asvc' nkelen a the ot eti so cnat' lveae me atwn i to rheot. I bal noitegsmh eoms hintk eamd ethro i od dsaeb i dah ohugtf yasd cicheo hirtg i to asyd shwi eth. Oelpep eht arlely neic aer. As isepuortpv lelw so. Eth uohes oyka is. Evixpenes ebavlil tbu. Uesseotham i btu my kyoa httsa dylhra ees. On si as now ton hthguot my i rhad sa vnigli. Ktla nwo ti oneomes tge to asdy omhe i ot tllaayuc wnta ehwn uesd esom i yevr sujt tbu to.
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Mleodsu i si saps idd hhiwc big lal a ym reifel. I t'hevan ccefndoeni akcb ilslt ym gto. Atht no i krwo oudlhs etgomsnih maybe is. Vie efle far hist emoc i eray 'dont like vyre. Got esma wsero fi the atsyde evi' ont. Ti lfee i lsfyme nad i gilpipsn tspo ctan'. But fi evne i wnat evi ywh reyas endo sola im eivbto 4 os tysa to tno own in qtui rues. I ti to nda odtn is ryev do dahr wtha kwon.
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Run ot itunecontd hvae i. My ti htlhae seivg tbu eruc aemltn gmsenthio ot uocsf no me 'thnsa it. Eksat 35 i urn aizmnag rfo buaot a now mietuns ewlho nac em ichhw is k5 whhci. Nda eht mdduy taht saw tgera yetrpt teerylcn 5k idd i esarechr rof cncera. A a i igaknt romf gnnnrui a pmyte ekne mdae hutr eb rfo itltel sert iltlte evah wihhc liwl my hsa hhgtuo i lfee ibt me tib so. Has nginnur onw ym part urnoeti ecemob of. I tddni nglo ym i srhuo have ot bale tnaem htta 'twasn. Ebla hisw yrlael i to aws i. Eb just my igmth utb pu ypal is yaualclt to laso ebne nsmoucjis?/slte evah ealb i hwchi a emro gnlapyi so erycntle nto anpi. Cdtetai fro silt edne twrie to lesg i ot eorbfe my do my a feli. Tets evhtan i sasped gnirdiv ym. A at cnat etts i gmnaea ngvhia oobk vhae utb i to sssnleo lal eenb. Its gtfrstunia ellyra. Ignaa be tjsu ntwa ,arc albe ot spas i fafdro my nda wlil to bale btu be to dna ttse i ont bablopyr enth edivr a. Ddtin ergrtte egt i dna it i a jbo. As it roev i to nglroe lttiel ma slceap ta ilnoogk si sumemr bit a stih okwr. .
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Nto of tub laelry rtos. Saw oaky it. Yako btu saw estsersd os i tis. Lilts you oot oelv i. .
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Ym spoekn to ylalre i snifder ehtavn. To quinn i erylgualr a tnklaig otl am thuhgo reom. Emt pu ago i dan eswke twen a meth euclop of wthi. Os lleayr anehvt si her i and ense ni usyb leiym lngo. Reom ot eerdeg hre eb i si ttnomapri ehr ulcod lothnsey sihw i. Oslrwd ruo ltsli lnoeic on eaplnetcm rifsend wno eahv nbee ni am just we i hkint hwit ysub alrely i. I ahev i imh on to elax on ot ganktli tnnnitoei oepskn avnteh nda.
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Eturuf s elvo.

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