A letter from May 12th, 2022

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Hi Nina, I don't know what to say right now. It happened so much stuff this year, I think I forgot how to write those letters. Let's rewind, shall we ? Maybe a month after the last letter, you were about to commit suicide. We call that fucking ambulance, and we demanded that ambulance, and we got ourselves out of this fucking depressing apartment. And from that point, it got better. We had a breakthrough with our therapist, we talked to dad, and we got better. You found another -at the time- cute apartment, and had a party to celebrate it. I hope you remember how disastrous it was, lol. You joined the BDE. You thought, at the time (again), that it was a good idea. Remember how that was a disaster too ? OMG. Remember all the stories with Doriane, god, what a bitch. You joined a club to have a live pen pal, and it was weird asf. You spent Christmas in Bretagne, it was awesome even though it was with people you're not comfortable with. Do I need to remember you new year's eve? It was one of the most amazing parties we went to ! You went to the beach after your exams, with your book about Jeff Buckley. You went to see Le Malade Imaginaire in theatre, it was one of the most amazing pieces you saw in a long time. And then you saw Le Mariage Forcé with mom. You watched the Oscars live. You went to a spa ! You changed your job ! You cried, a lot. And you laughed, a lot. So now to the questions ! How's the sabbatical ? How's Starbucks ? How's the diagnosis ? How was Patrick Watson ? What happened between now and your time ? I can't wait to find out ! You know our main goal is to have a diagnosis, so I hope that we have it now. I hope that by the time you read this, we will know what is it that we have. I promise, it's the last time I put pressure on you ! We love you no matter what. Remember that. Kindly, You from the past.

Epilogue

about 20 hours later

Nina. I wish I could warn you of what's coming. On the 17th of April 2023, you will feel the worst pain you ever felt in...

Ilef oryu. Si not ymnreoa dofyl. Aomnrye ont ltietl uor oru rehe si dnirfe omrmoe,at tesb. Wfe a ss,em a ot 'uoeyr tubao orf eewks beomce. Behtra htiw lnitu uoy wree mih btu ltas his. He dsie eth kwons vd,leo edstay den uory fro wsa eh at he. Steady adn hsi yuo ta. .
And dah stgth,hou 'evwe residpeons ielk is htgni nad tub eorceovm ihst teh ot diicausl eeslf vocomere ti ethsdra we. It ielk do si't nagon oyu elef ctn'a. Imh igvlin maesk iwotuht no ihtkn it oatbu neses eesabcu nmyoera ndgeni gnaon yru'oe. .
Ouy noagn is fo imh ubt sdne lsingas our ptoota ilttel. Mfro bndyoe. Inght hle'l do tals oen ofr dna su. Erev ngnoa dad 'esh ephl rehvietyng ew awntde ellt to su. Dna imh rfo tnkha atth ulol'y. .
Onw to whit mih ew igaan t'nac be tawi. 'ewre nogan r,ftis vlei tub. .
Rtbeet egt ivr,giegn ist' akte a rewe' eitm illts nagno elltit ot. Ti i fo and su but rpuod ewre' konw igndo he's. Ihwt us lstil soem in 'hse da,n rehe ,ysaw. Lefe can ihm we. Nad rome ybod hes' ntha ihs. .
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Elki i tub bea,vr orfol mviseo ot of o,lt oulfryse stadn mrnoaey tle ryc aipn gles a cnta' ,cmaers beuseca eht su eb lfal on in eb rou nad ays teh c,altlyau r,lnbvelaeu teh ntaw aesuceb for. Of eyabtu shi ndsisnke lla in adn kniht mih dan. .

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