A letter from May 3rd, 2022

Dear FutureMe, joe I want to say your immature you're starting to grow up but it will take some time you used to play fort a lot with kb and Jhonny but its like where kind of falling off you crack joaks hear and there about each other and stuff light talk but you still love them guys man your still set on going to the army you will be 16 atm im sure going to the military is good for you i always wanted to be like sister even though you don't try to show it Mavrick is 3 he fights with the kids kind of bad ngl but is loving and 1 of the best nephews you can get love that man fr! and then keta man i love her so much we are living in Alabama you know me and her never really got along but that never stopped me from trying to be around her idk man she makes me feel so happy and like i could trust her with my life its not always the same from her she can get really mad at me and get me hit and in big trouble by dad but i would just take it because i know i can never be mad at you i hope our kids can play and you get treated like 1 of the best girls in the world keta even if i don't get to tell you that but at the time 5/3/22 i feel good but its like I'm just trying to find out what to do with my life like I'm failing I'm broke just starting a job at altitude i hope its good for me but dad dad he is just dad i cant explain him hood/quite guy i love him though don't matter nothing he does he starts arguments with me on purpose but that's fine i hope he is alive to see what i wrote 5 years before and he can see my kids and be grandpa for mine Aswell and mom mom i think about you a lot now its like your coming up out of no where and i just get sad i miss you so much i wish you can be here to see my life and help Gide me but its life love you some things i can say for myself is don't always be the nice guy or the hype guy chill back and be the listener and be the cool guy girls **** with that fr nah but see ya