A letter from Apr 28th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear Myself, did you survive? I don't know if I should ask that, I would make you remember when you wanted to die (I hope you don't want to anymore). How's highschool? Wait, better, did you pass the exams? I will make this clear, I do not think I did. But, forgetting about this, I'm going to remember you everything I'm doing this weeks, you know, nostalgia lol. I know, you will think that now I'm kinda cringe, but I'm you, so you're cringe too :) Do you have friends? I actually lost two (L and E), but the girl you've always been bfff with is still here. And I think that she's the reason why I'm still trying. You're online friend does not answer your messages anymore, woohoo... As a bit of a reminder, your relationship with mom is kinda good, with dad is neutral, with your grandma, the one who lives next to you, is so fake. Right now I wish that I could cry every night to express my feelings but I can't, tears aren't coming down from my eyes. It's cool, isn't it? I swear that if you deleted this account, I will choke you with my bare hands. Love you, bye <3

Epilogue

7 months later

Hey love :)

I did, in fact, survive. Life does get easier. High school's awesome, I finally feel like living. I...

Did na ithw ssap xaems sshaiingotn 9/01 eht. Pyhpa oubta it 'mi prtyet. Utghtho ,hna awy eerw oyu cnergi oto. Mhcu sgseu a fo eyar fficredeen tneh ttah akme a t'idnd. Dnsfrei atht ,do lufedownr evah owt i i uhgal i itwh. D'not we stlo aklt ihwt hemt tihw we ,mneyaro "ff"b and ntccota rou. Wto ethm 'ntdeos noinel erypl fo n,eifdrs rou olienn but we nuofd rtoeh ylaerl si eno nad meoswea deifrn. Fo thwa oot, tehro get 'uesca you but si rsoeuc m,ean haahhah neo the m,e i y'ureo.
Ds'ad i btu mms'o ng'sadram aoyk, iefn czayr h'ess ssgue ak,oy. Tbu efni ,mda het onw nda ogt 34- tou hes's tsoilaph of iggon s'seh mtsei ig. .
Ni r,yc tbu yreoamn cn,a tc,af uoy o,n od'nt eyah uoy you dnt'o deen ubcaese ot. Dna veol we lfle oh in wtb,. Lsieysruo ie,lk. I ehva ,acrzy me ,lwle ot ouy ontw' auesceb yuo kl,yluic khcoe tsn'i ti? dmrreemeeb. Enbe iths esugs i sith g,reoln e'vdwolu tleret kile enif but dohpe l'uvdweo is't i. Gynt,ri alsepe oyu cesduce o'yull sureas eekp i acn. Lsfe rouy ,oyu lvoe ntueurts/eferp. .

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