A letter from Apr 28th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I hope you're happy na. I pray na you're healed na. Na di ka na masyadong nagooverthink sa mga nangyayari sayo, AJAM. And accept the fact na hindi na talaga babalik yung VCAA ng buhay mo. Na hindi na pwede. Huwag mo ng kulitin. Tandaan mo tinuldokan niya na lahat. So please let her go. If mahal mo parin after 1-19 years from now. It's okay. That's love. I can't blame you of course naging bestfriend mo yung taong yun. I know you're very sure na siya na nga yung love na hinahanap hanap mo at mamahalin mo habang buhay. But wala, that's how it ended. Ang importante kung mahal mo parin yung tao gawin mong inspirasyon ganon lang dapat. Wall/ Boundaries na. Don't forget na starting from now u will be always thankful for her kung ano man ang meron kana ngayon 😊😊😊. Kasi alam ko 4 years from now you are a succesful woman na just like what both of you promised to each other. Sa dreams niyong dalawa na ikaw nalang ang makakaalala. That's okay. Ganon talaga ang buhay. Kasi kahit ganoon at least maganda yung dream niyo sa mga sarili niyo. Na at least somehow in the short time u know how lovely and beautiful person she is. That is more important na at least she shared a part of her life to you. Na somehow she trusted you so much. And she accepted you so much. Be grateful! And you know na she's working hard right now for herself, for her fam and for her beautiful life ahead. Be happy for her kahit silently na and di niya na dapat pang malaman kahit di na maaabot yung suporta mo sa kanya. That's how it is. That's love. Okay lang naman magmahal ng tao eh. That's okay. Just don't ever react forever gyud na maghilak pirmi. Don't cry like a spoiled child kasi di kana mahal nung tao at di ka na niya babalikan. Mali yan. Ang pag-ibig di pinipilit ha? Maybe yun din talaga ang mangyayari kahit pa iwish mo na kung pwedeng ibalik ang past to correct and do everything para hindi kayo maghiwalay. But that's it. IT IS WHAT IT IS. Please just respect her decision. Na tapos na. Na napagod siya. Na di na pwede in the future. Na ayaw niya na talaga kahit kailan man. Na nagkamali ka ng ilang beses like maraming beses. Na hindi mo talaga siya deserve sa habang-buhay, self. Just be happy for her in the future. Don't you ever cry begging her to comeback to you whenever the times comes that she finds/found already someone new to her life. Someone that she deserves and someone that she is so much sure that makaingon siya sa iyahang sarili "Mao na gyud ni". Mao na gyud ni akuang "Pahinga". Let her be. Di natin pagmamay-ari yung tao. Lets be happy and contented. Instead always keep on praying for her. Na sana yung mga bagay na di niya deserve na naibigay mo noon na sana hindi niya na maalala in the future. Na sana hindi siya takot na. And everything you're praying for her right now. To her someone new just please be happy for him, AJAM!!!!! To you who will take care/taking care to/of my 2017 plotwist. Congrats, Dude! It's a LIFETIME LOVE. Promise dili ka magmahay lami kaayo mu-love man 😊Don't waste it. And please please please be gentle to her always. She likes cuddling after her long day. Hug her whenever she starts to rant about her day and just listen to her. That's all she needs. Ur presence and your words of affirmation is important always and just keep on cheering on her. Protect her legs at all cost!!!😤. That's the part of her body that I liked to hold and hug everytime whenever we go to sleep together. I will miss cuddling with her man. hahahahaha. Keep ur chin up boi. Like dont lose yourself so that you will not hurt her and become a burden to her. U deserve her and she deserves you. Don't doubt when you're in relationship with her. BECAUSE SHE'S TRUE, LOYAL, AND REALLY TAKES CARE WELL THE RELATIONSHIP. THAT'S ONE OF A KIND. DI NIMO NA BASTA BASTA MAKIT AN LANG BISKAN KAY KINSA. LISUD MAKAKITA PAREHA NIYA. INGNAN TIKA DAAN. dili ko suko ha. Gusto nako i-exaggerate lang. Take care of my noob/babi/palangga/palangging/my first love/my sunshine/my rose. Please take care of VCAA ( my Pahinga). To myself again, be a good person at least become a rich tita instead ha? That's the plan. Hahahaha. Always remember na she leave you for her own good and for sure she thinks about it likewise na for your own good din. Ganun yung taong yun eh hangang sa huling sandali namin for sure kapakanan ko parin inisip niya that time. ikaw gyud be ba. Love the people around you, self. Make time for the people around you right now. Appreciate them. That's life. You will surely miss your time with her fam. But at least after 3-19 years from now you still know that of course na her fam, her friends, vtito,ztita and her vvsiblings will always love and protect her all her life. Always remember na He knows what's best for her so keep your calm. Also forgive yourself for the things that u should haven't done and maybe haven't done also. Don't beg. Instead thank God always for experiencing that kind of love na naibigay nung tao. NO RAGRETS. Sana di kana umiiyak 4 years from now, self. It is your lost. Be strong. You lost her and at the same time your bestfriend, self. It's okay. That's life. Just get back to what she really thinks of you before. "Strong Independent Women" Remember her words last time na she is so proud of you na grabe yung tinahak tinago mo sa sarili mo na kinaya mo na ikaw lang, self. That's more important. Thank you for that words, V. Make everyone proud of you, self. I know she would be proud even though you will just be already a past for her that she should not come back to. Of course dapat 5 years from now dili na dapat ka ang taong hilig magkimkim. Mao na imuhang nalearn sa iyaha diba? Aaaaaaaaaandd be gentle and kind always. Diba that's how she is? o gayahin mo yung tao man. Pero alam naman natin na mas matapang talaga yun kaysa sa atin. Yun na talaga. That's the lesson. pcp loves evrlf so much. 🤍❤️❤️💙💚💛❤️❤️🤍 mao ning love na literal kuryente na ambot nanindog akuang balahibo na kanang love na sure na gyud ka na mao na gyud ni na kanang daghan kaayog moments na mura tag connected with each other unsay ginaisip sa isa. hahahahahahah sheeeshhh. na makahuna huna kag ing aning tao ang gusto nako i-love hantud sa hantud. That woman really captures my definition of love 🤣🤣 way char2x tae makatawa ko kay nahulog gyud ko nimo inday. Wa ko nag-expect naging kita. Yun lang talaga na imbes ako ang mu-love mu-alaga nimo kay lami kaayo ka alagaan sa hangtud sa hangtud pero ako na hinuon imuhang gitake care ug maayo. Pagsiisi gyud sa ulahi. Pero that's it lipay nako na mabal an ka na lipay na kaayo. syempre dili tanan pangandoy ma imuha. ana gyud na ang life. Karon narealize nako na sugod karon na biskan unsay mga ganap magpasalamat lang gyud. I dont know. Pasalamat gyud. Pasasalamat. *HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGSUVERYTIIIIIIIIIIGHT* SELF. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS. ILYSB It's been ages since The interest has gone Looking at those passing by It has always been tough Inside Eager to feel something Even though you aren't new to my sight You're still secretly in my arms For every concealment I cannot handle my own emotions There's no answer to the question As to why you are important No one can compare to you There's no answer to the question As to why you are important No one can compare to you If there will ever come a morning I want to hear you again, hear you Only you're smile Is all I see Even if the room gets crowded No one can compare to you Whoever they may be You are the sunshine in the rain And my cloudy morning There's no answer to the question As to why you are important No one can compare to you There's no answer to the question As to why you are important No one can compare to you Whoever they may be There's no answer to the question As to why you are important No one can compare to you Whoever they may be No one can compare to you Whoever they may be No one can compare to you Whoever they may be No one can compare to you Whoever they may be -translated english version sang //SUD-SILA//