A letter from Apr 15th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, hey there , so i decided to write this letter now when I am 16 so when u receive this letter I hope everything changed , hope u made it , hope u r in a betterplace than now because if u r reading this that means u made it u did it even tho it was a ******* hard journey I am proud of u I know things didn't work out when u were a teen but u can changed it now . so I am gonna tell u how I feel now tbh I think I can do it I can go through everything life is throwing at me , what my parents tell me how they don't understand me think I am useless and all that crap the problem is I think they care about me but they have a different way of showing it I mean my mom for example she talks with me tell me her secrets and laugh with me but I think its a show its not real my dad in the other hand is a ******* disaster I dint think he care about me its all seen from the way he treat me how he talk to me . my parents broke me before anyone could I wanna leave I want to run away but I am scared I am still scared here . school in the other hand is another pain I miss my old school my old life my friends it all went away because of my dad he changed everything and he still expect me to be okay to be the top in my class lets stop here I think its enough that's y I want u to escape from here If u still didn't